Miss you

Hey everyone! I know I haven't posted anything for quite some time now but I was studying for exam and I had no free time.
A lot of things happend in this past weeks. It's like hundred degrees outside and everyone's already in shorts and it's only May. I love sunny days but it a bit too hot even for me. I guess I'm not ready for summer  yet :) I also don't like this time of the year because I miss someone to spent time with. We all have family and friends we spent time with or go places, but people are like birds with one wing...we need another wing to fly... and I miss mine.

Years ago I found this on internet and it's still my favourite »lost-love letter«:

» The feeling left in my fingertips. But I can't get that feeling back. I may spend my entire life trying to get back into that Polariod. Fighting all the way. The best thing I have ever known. Even now, years later, anytime I come close to it I want to dive in. Sink or swim. I don't care. I would give anything to be even in the room next to it. Across the street. A breath away. Remembering what I never let myself forget. Looking someone in the eye and knowing; another time, another place, it is right there. In front of me. Within reach. Just open my fingers and wrap them around it. Hold it tightly. And never let it go. Never. Never. I fought. I fought hard. But only with myself. Sometimes I wonder if I should have fought harder. With it. Tried to work it out.... It is gone. So far away. And it will never be there again. I see little pieces of it everywhere. A glance, a smile, a touch. I feel desperate. I feel alone. So much out there. But I only want to hear one thing. Not sure what. But I will know. If I ever get the chance. I will stretch out my fingers, grasp it tightly, and NEVER LET IT GO! But till then; I will be here. With my open hand. And my desperate heart. And my cold skin.... You'll get over it...' It's the clichés that cause the trouble.The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes.«

 

They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don't come back.

 

 cardigan: ZARA, skirt, necklace: H&M, ring: Jello

At the end the worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

Hf!
L.B.